January 2011
52 posts
Sometimes,
I just want someone to cuddle in bed with and talk to.
Is that too much to ask for?
I just saw a shooting star
:)
Good weed, white wine I come alive in the night time
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Heavier Things
Is by far, the best album. Ever.
I'm a fucked up individual
Even after countless heartbreak and continuous hardship, I still manage to like/fall for/fall in love with assholes. They have this hold over me. I am drawn toward them like a fucking magnet to a fridge. It’s horrible. Absolutely horrible.
I sit here and pine over these guys who do nothing but hurt me and treat me like shit. Am I an idiot? Or am I an idiot?
Hahaha. My life is a joke.
One hour on the elliptical?
My ankles were about to snap, but I feel great now!
I also went food shopping and bought a bunch of healthy stuff so I can really get in the Spring Break BODY mode. Anndd I went tanning.
Mmm, what a great Saturday :’)
:)
Walked to the gym, 30 minutes on the elliptical, stretched out my splits, walked back from the gym.
I feel great!
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I made $600 this weekend
FUCK. AND. YES.
Today is a major GTL kind of day
Even though I’m not actually going to the gym (cause I busted my knee running the other day), I will be doing vigorous sets of squats and weight training in my room.
I just tanned :’)
And my laundry is in the dryer.
Oh, I also re-dyed my hair. I am an idiot and did a hack job the first time around, so I had a bunch of random brown spots in my hair. NOT CUTE!
But now everything is...
Rolling...
In money! Ahhhh feels so good!! :)
I'm so glad it's going to be 29 degrees tonight
It’s all the joys of freezing like the rest of the United States, but without the fun and pretty white stuff.
Thanks nature. You’re an ass hole.
I'm taking a class called
Magic, Ritual and Belief. I’m an Atheist.
What the fuck was I thinking when I signed up for this class?…
I don't want to sleep alone tonight
;’(
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Running and spinning in one night?
I’m getting back in the game hard. SPRING BREAK BODY HERE I COME!
I need to stop going to bed so late...
This has become a horrible habit. It needs to change.
This year, so far...
Got super super high that I threw up
Had a threesome
Dyed my hair black
Almost went to Disney
Got drunk fo freeeee
It’s only the 9th day of the year… 2011, you are treating me so fucking well. Mmmmm
I worked for an hour last night
And made $95.. FUCK YES!
This just in...
For the moment - it may be because I’m drinking - but I’m actually content with my life. I’m content with being alone and the fact that I probably won’t have another boyfriend for a while or even meet someone who makes my heart race. I am perfectly okay with this.
Weird? I hope not. Cause I’m perfectly lonely for the first time in a long time.
:)
Never smoking ever again
I had my first bad experience with weed last night. I ripped a funky ass looking bong two times. Then started tripping the fuck out for twenty minutes. Here comes the fun part, I threw up three times.
It gets better… I’m still high. It’s 4:00pm. I smoked at 10:00pm yesterday.
:’(
Disney never happened :(
We ended up getting tickets that expired from some cracked out guy (I had nothing to do with this, but either way, we didn’t go)… So we went to Houllihan’s and had lunch/got a mid-day buzz.
I’ll take that.
Downtown tonight :’)
I am five years old for the day
Disney World for my friends birthday :)
Raging on the Turnpike to Afrojack
It’s time to go back to Orlando. I fucking missed my second home.
Priorities
I’m really big on this thing, issue, deal, whatever you wanna call it.
I feel as though, if I’m an important person to you and to your life, that I should be a priority. Whether you’re my best friend, my boyfriend, my family, or just my friend… If I am someone you consider dear to your heart, or just wanna have fun with, you sure as hell better show it. You better make...
The best thing about dresses
You can wear them year round. With anything. With everything. You can dress them up. Or down. Or anywhere in between.
I need to own more dresses.
The List
I just wracked my brain for the past fifteen minutes trying to think of all the people I’ve had sex with. I have this list written down in my little black notebook back in Orlando, but I feel like it’s more efficient to have it on my iPhone. Anyway, this list was hard. And stupid. And I need to slow down. And be more selective. And just make them earn it.
I won’t tell you how...
I saw Black Swan again tonight
It was just as good, if not better, the second time as it was the first time. I need to own this movie asap.
sharangutan asked: happy new year!!! how was the weed!
A few more from last night :)
My night consisted of:
Pre-party at my neighbors house with really good food
Two bottles of Three Olives vodka
A bottle of Korbel Rose Champagne
Toasting at midnight
Taking my first real hit of weed
Great sex
And a massive headache
My second mom :D Love her
My date for the night
Champagne toast at midnight!
The best four boys to bring in the New Year with!
HAPPY 2011 EVERYBODY